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We wanted to make his last day memorable and place a vvvery deeeeep mark in his heart. Him telling us we were his main source of power was ain't enuf, we wanted to make sure it does remain that way till the end. He repeatedly called us sahabat, which made us super emotional but super motivated to do this. First of all, shoutout to Malin for correcting the colours for ur his balloons to his fav colours & planning a big part of the gimmick. [actual plan : i wanted to buy him red, green & white balloon to represent his bravery, leadership & strong faith.]  Alright, what actually happened in the video I posted on Instagram (@nyleahanii) was, we had three juniors call him at bilik boss(bilik buku teks) and tell him there was a fight so he was needed at the scene ASAP. We had Adethia and Arifah as our main actors ((dh komplot ngn cg2 disiplin so no worries)) They were so real and super loud to the extend of catching everyones attention and led them to coming out from the...

have you guys ever doubt things, doubt the ones you're supposed to trust on? have you guys ever ruined yourself just to get to someone  who turns out being super ignorant about your being? have you guys ever get scared to claim you're loved? it's okay to answer yes to all my questions & no,  i'm not dragging you into the sad squad. mate, i'm proud of you.  you standing strong right now and having the capability  to waste your time reading this is so damn making me proud.  love you xx

Good One  theres been a wall between us,  all this time . its always me trynna break it down, to the ground. its always one by one, brick by brick, but u build it all up again. you dont know what i did just to get to u you dont know what i go through just for you  ive became someone im not  just for you, just to get to you but still kau pergi dan dtg ikut suka , biarkan ku di sini terluka , aku kau i dont know whos the bad whos the good im confused , well they say im the bad one & ur the good one,  & i think its the truth. its late night & i'm still thinking of you lyrics messed up & my thoughts are too they say a month or 2 i'll forget abt u  but now its more than 2 & its 2am  & i'm still thinking of you  but still kau pergi dan dtg ikut suka , biarkan ku di sini terluka , aku kau i dont know whos the bad whos the good im confused , well they say im ...

hey, its been awhile. its 21st May which means its a day before the tickets for iKONCERT in Malaysia is released but i'm still trynna get approval from my parents and somehow its getting impossible by every try in persuading thanks to my physics exam paper recently. why? well i sort of left all the questons in Section C which consists of 32 marks cause i was terribly in a hatred situation with myself during the exams. Firstly, I really hate physics(i love teacher roshaya but my brain keeps on rejecting the formulas) and secondly, i'm literally a slow learner(?). I don't even know why i didn't obeyed my mum's order to change into an accounting class even though i really hated science since forever. well actually i do know why but yea i can't believe i've let such stupid reasons to stop myself from pursuing something that is within my capability and pushed myself into believing i'll survive a pure science class. nylea & bio .. thats the funniest th...

what is trust? answering this gives me goosebumps remembering the things that happened to me.  asking others makes me wonder way much more. reading from the internet gives me such speculations. but what i feel about it ;  trust is the feeling of putting yourself in his/her hand without feeling doubtful for if that person would ever let you cry in the middle of the night 'thanks' to them. trust is the thing that pushes you in life to keep on living cause theres always the ones that can be counted at times when you're falling. trust  is knowing you can turn to them to tell your worries, rants about life and things you really need to let out of your heart.  trust  is actually having friends to depend on to tell you whats wrong, whats right. but why.. why are things becoming the opposite. was i wrong of its definition? was trust never any of what i've thought? was trust actually something to be doubtful of? no. its the people i  ...