Doubting is okay



have you guys ever doubt things,
doubt the ones you're supposed to trust on?

have you guys ever ruined yourself just to get to someone
 who turns out being super ignorant about your being?

have you guys ever get scared to claim you're loved?

it's okay to answer yes to all my questions & no,
 i'm not dragging you into the sad squad.

mate, i'm proud of you. 
you standing strong right now and having the capability
 to waste your time reading this is so damn making me proud. 
love you xx

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