“I know, I've been through it”
You know you've been hurt when you cry while trying to write inspiring passages .
You know you've been hurt when you care for someone too much that they hate you for treating them like a child.
You know you've been hurt when you repost every depressing quote you find.
It's because you know, where you've been.
The happiness and warmth of someone loving you was like being placed on an arrow as they shot you away through skies full of sunlight and rainbows. Though you're still like a toddler, still figuring out the puzzle of life, but you refuse to listen to what others say because you thought your love towards them was nothing compared to the things around you. Though what you didn't know was the ending, where you smash into the ground from high and break into all those happy memories you found within the beautiful view. Everything, tore into pieces. The skies, where you used to look at and hold hands together and just....watch time pass. The clouds where you imagine shapes with them like how you imagine the things you wanted to do with them in the future. The stars where you used to count like you counted the years of your friendship/relationship. But what can you do? Fire had been built up around you. And it's too late, it's already ripping you apart...burning you into ashes . Making you suffocate for air.. and drown you by your own tears. Making you suffer through severe scars.
Therefore don't trust anyone too easily.
Don't love someone without actually knowing them. Appreciate but make sure you don't be excessive with the love & care you give or you'll end up hurting yourself. Yes it might sound mean ,but somehow this is the teenage life babe.
But hey if you've been hurt before, don't worry. i'm here :) tweet me at @nikvamps or talk to me through ask.fm if you're shy @nyleahanii. you're definitely not the only one going through these things. Going through depression alone is your own choice. You let yourself go into the dangers of suicidal thoughts. Love yourself, don't be fake because you deserve to be loved xx. Thanks for reading ((even though this is boring)) （p/s; creds to my fav toilet bowl, adrianasafia for touching up my post & making it kewler xoxo)
You know you've been hurt when you care for someone too much that they hate you for treating them like a child.
You know you've been hurt when you repost every depressing quote you find.
It's because you know, where you've been.
The happiness and warmth of someone loving you was like being placed on an arrow as they shot you away through skies full of sunlight and rainbows. Though you're still like a toddler, still figuring out the puzzle of life, but you refuse to listen to what others say because you thought your love towards them was nothing compared to the things around you. Though what you didn't know was the ending, where you smash into the ground from high and break into all those happy memories you found within the beautiful view. Everything, tore into pieces. The skies, where you used to look at and hold hands together and just....watch time pass. The clouds where you imagine shapes with them like how you imagine the things you wanted to do with them in the future. The stars where you used to count like you counted the years of your friendship/relationship. But what can you do? Fire had been built up around you. And it's too late, it's already ripping you apart...burning you into ashes . Making you suffocate for air.. and drown you by your own tears. Making you suffer through severe scars.
Therefore don't trust anyone too easily.
Don't love someone without actually knowing them. Appreciate but make sure you don't be excessive with the love & care you give or you'll end up hurting yourself. Yes it might sound mean ,but somehow this is the teenage life babe.
But hey if you've been hurt before, don't worry. i'm here :) tweet me at @nikvamps or talk to me through ask.fm if you're shy @nyleahanii. you're definitely not the only one going through these things. Going through depression alone is your own choice. You let yourself go into the dangers of suicidal thoughts. Love yourself, don't be fake because you deserve to be loved xx. Thanks for reading ((even though this is boring)) （p/s; creds to my fav toilet bowl, adrianasafia for touching up my post & making it kewler xoxo)
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