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Assalamualaikum,  This is your girl Nylea and shes back with a heavy heart and a headache.  I just finished watching 'Set it Up' on Netlix and right now as i'm writing,  i'm listening to 'When it Don't Come Easy' by Sleeping At Last.  So, today i woke up at nine o'clock in the morning and prepped a kid who slept over  for her swimming classes at ten o'clock. I was supposed to wait for my uncle and grandmother but I fell asleep waiting. Woke up at an hour after 12, panicking for if i've made my guest wait for too long or i've dissapointed my mother by being irresponsible but fortunately all was well. I woke up to perform my Dhuhr prayers then a thing after another.  Clock striked three and I got ready to go play badmintion with my friends at four.  We went out and played until five, well okay maybe we stole a few minutes but the abang  said nothing so we're good i guess?? We took pictures of our sweaty-self and made...

Now playing : Marry Me by Thomas Rhett  Listening to the song and actually focusing on the lyrics scares me. Thinking how a day that someone dreams of most can also be the worst nightmare for another person.   When that day comes, he will finally realize it is too late to tell her he loves her. No one will know but only those few people he chooses to tell.   When that day comes, he will finally realize how he actually loves her more than a friend. He finally realizes all those late night calls gave him comfort during those silent nights. All those moments he watched her sang as he plucked the guitar weren’t just two friends enjoying the music. It was a connection. A connection he failed to acknowledge on his own and believe when others told him. And he respects her happiness. He knows she deserves it more than anything in the world. He is willing to through hell just to watch her smile, living her dreams.  

Ukhwah Fisabilillah by AlphaBetS Ukhwah Fisabilillah , Thank you for all the times that we shared, All of the good times, all of the bad times, All of the fights we had, to come as one. In this world its hard to find a friend, A friend that doesn't leaves you behind, In this world is hard to love a friend, And trust them with all of our hearts, But when you when you do, Trust me do when it's true it's beautiful . Ukhwah Fisabilillah,  Thank you for all the times that we shared, All of the good times, all of the bad times, All of the fights we had, to come as one. You were there when i was at my low, (you held me high) You were there when i was falling apart, (you saved my life) Things would be much rougher than this without you… so thank you dear friend. Ukhwah Fisabilillah, Thank you for all the times that we shared, All of the good times, all of the bad times, ...