Baby Steps 👉🏻👈🏻


27th May 2017 , Saturday ; First day of puasa and I was very lazy to wake up and get ready early. Therefore I voluntereed to stay at the hotel to do revisions instead of going out with the fam for shopping, which for them it was considered better than hearing me rant about getting bored all the way through. So yea there I was the whole day, stuck at the table forcing myself to finish up at least one paper of Addmaths past-years. 

 

^ Altho it was sickening , it was better than being in the car/walking everywhere.  
Still, little did i know, I GOT REALLY REALLY BORED and wanna know what happened ? 

Make-up happened !!! 
Right when Hani stepped into the room , I srsly tk thu what was in me but i shouted randomly "NAK MAIN NGN UR MAKE UP" and she surprisingly friggin gave permission :'))))) thats when the make-up tutorial started .

One after another.... and when i reached the eyelashes curling — 
 
TEARS !! Only girls know how this feels- ok to all the boys out there,, if a girl curls her lashes for you, YOU BETTER APPRECIATE HER . THAT ON FLEEk-NESS IS HARD TO ACHIEVE AND PAINFUL TO GO THROUGH. yknow ,, for her to do it right, she gotta do it rlly2 dekat to the eyelid.

*clears throat* Despite the pain, IT WAS WORTH IT. I was satisfied mmhmm. 

so yea by then, I've achieved doing my own make-up. 
Well, everything was ok until everyone realized how my pants didn't fit my shoes. Borrowed ibu's flats but still looks kontot so the first thing we went for as we arrived klcc was shoe shop 'X'. i've never had my own X stuffs so getting a pair of heels from em gives me mixed feelings. but since we WERE on the haunt for my own raya heels so i think its ok since it was cute so ok i loved it <3 
 

After shoe shopping,  "nylea nak foundation"-
said hani to Daddy and terus diberi greenlight utk gi sephora :') i'm like what. dad. no. i didnt- ugh nvm.

so, we headed to sephora. on the way, they stopped at a shop and tunjuk kat mannequin wearing a white spaghetti strap over a green long-sleeve shirt with white pants aka what my family call,  'baju dale duk luar' style. they said thats more me and told me my choice of colours are boring  . oh. mi heart. shatter. but it ok. i quiet :') HAHA N0 COMMENT bcs i lowkey agree. tp yang i tk faham was when we were in ZARA and Daddy called me from afar and raised up a long skirt with FLORAL PATTERN. I did faces and hes there with a wide smile HA HA HA cute but NO Dy. 

Lama kemain singgah kedai2 lain,, we finally got to sephora, HANI TOOK AGES TO CHOOSE MY FOUNDAYTION & my hands were filled with testers but we still ended up with none. what we got was one eyeshadow pallete for me & one for her *facepalms* 


also, Hani managed to drag me into buying a new phone case. tu pun i tertarik sbb it was unique. kalau tk sbb this unique-ness i would still be wearing my 90% torn leather phone case. THE NEW CASE IS VERY CYAT I COULDNT RESIST (altho the contemplating took three trips to the shop before actually buying it) 
WHO WOULDNT !! except ,, its pink. but um ok i'll try to love the colour.

so yea 

 thats pretty much it.
did my own make-up, got my own pair of heels, & eye shadow pallete. 
it was a getaway trip from my tomboi self. 
it was nice but it felt weird.
but i cant wait to explore more of it <33 

thanks hani for being such a pusher on this XP
if you love seeing me suffer , sila doakan these kind of 'transformation' day comes to me more  often haha. jk i honestly loved it but baby steps, insyaAllah one day i akan berubah :') doakan ye. 

thank you for reading & i'm sorry if the story-line is messy. comment on feedbacks and if you have tips on how to write nicely, do share aight. i'd be super grateful if you do so. well then, till next time ❤️

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