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the dumb within the smart

hey, its been awhile. its 21st May which means its a day before the tickets for iKONCERT in Malaysia is released but i'm still trynna get approval from my parents and somehow its getting impossible by every try in persuading thanks to my physics exam paper recently. why? well i sort of left all the questons in Section C which consists of 32 marks cause i was terribly in a hatred situation with myself during the exams. Firstly, I really hate physics(i love teacher roshaya but my brain keeps on rejecting the formulas) and secondly, i'm literally a slow learner(?). I don't even know why i didn't obeyed my mum's order to change into an accounting class even though i really hated science since forever. well actually i do know why but yea i can't believe i've let such stupid reasons to stop myself from pursuing something that is within my capability and pushed myself into believing i'll survive a pure science class. nylea & bio .. thats the funniest th...

what is trust ?

what is trust? answering this gives me goosebumps remembering the things that happened to me.  asking others makes me wonder way much more. reading from the internet gives me such speculations. but what i feel about it ;  trust is the feeling of putting yourself in his/her hand without feeling doubtful for if that person would ever let you cry in the middle of the night 'thanks' to them. trust is the thing that pushes you in life to keep on living cause theres always the ones that can be counted at times when you're falling. trust  is knowing you can turn to them to tell your worries, rants about life and things you really need to let out of your heart.  trust  is actually having friends to depend on to tell you whats wrong, whats right. but why.. why are things becoming the opposite. was i wrong of its definition? was trust never any of what i've thought? was trust actually something to be doubtful of? no. its the people i  ...