final goodbye.
i've warned you & gave you time again and again for the past 4 years. you took me for granted. in my point of view, i wasn't loved. took you seeing me with another guy to make you realize i was worth fighting & crying for but at that moment i was already crashing out from the heartbreak & depression of being fumbled by the only person i've ever trusted my whole, defended without knowing the real truth just because it was you so, from what i see, you feel like leaving me for her seems like the bestest decision. your rational thought & heart has finally realigned again unlike when you were with me kan ? it was just a phase. a lesson. i wasn't loved, i was just liked. you never planned to stay so go but promise me you'll never come back bcs when i set my head on something, i'll stick to it. i know you're scared and if you are reading this (which i know you would), fight for me one last time like i am fighting against what feels like the whole ...