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Perfectly flawed creations of His.

  “You love me but you don’t mind losing me” “You don’t wanna fix you ? So you’re okay with how much pain every word gave me” “Let’s fix you together, you’re only 23” He became silent and I saw the vacancy through his eyes.   The sparkles in his eyes gradually dims. “Are you mad at me?” I asked. “No” he replied as he turns to his other side; back facing me. “Are you mad at me ? Are you sure?”   “No” this time with less upset but more gentle in his tone.  Obviously he was lying but I can only assume he was trying his best to convince me. “If there’s anything you’re mad about, please tell me” Thats when he finally spoke his thoughts. Explained his disappointment towards me in that moment. Truthfully, I expected  it but  I was not the slightest mad instead I was thankful that he was honest. As always, he is vocal about his feelings. So I explained.   “Dear, I didn’t say any of those to hurt you or guilt trip you. It’s something real out there. As much as ...

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Money corrupts everything. Everything in this world is ugly. Theres so many things to be praised it’s certainly easier to point out the flaws. Likely money being one of the uncountable variables.   Money truly steals the happiness from us humans. Not because we let it to but simply because we depend on it day to day. We need it to survive our daily basis.   The richer you are, the more it ruins you. The poorer you are, the more it kills you. Theres never an average when it’s money, you’ll never feel enough. You’ll always need more.   Parents fighting with their children, Spouses losing their shit over financial problems, Everyone doing their best at work to avoid bankruptcy . One way or another, we can’t run from the fact that we’re working our asses off for money. We gain things (materials especially) because of money but we’re also losing so much of ourselves by the same reasons.   The world is a scary place. People will do anything...