Balance.

no one understands how hurt you are. 

no matter how hard you try to expain to them.

i solely blame everything on myself and at times, even i get tired over my own same bullshh.

they say they’ll be there, but sadly they won’t really be. well sometimes. but not always.

they have the rights to live their life, stress free don't you think ?

humans has limits. even the greatest listeners can't get headaches.

so when they tell you such promises, consider being in their shoe too.

expect how sometimes there wont be anyone beside you even when you’re at your lowest
because they, your friends who told you they’ll be there unfortunately has their own problems. 

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what i’m trying to say IS,

don’t depend on others.

learn to pick yourself up .

easier said than done but at least now you’re getting a guideline.

i may be younger than some of you reading this but theres no rule in this world that says that those who are younger can’t advice older people. 

so use this advice wisely.

we may come from either a different group of age, backgrounds or
 perspectives on life, but we all have an experience worth the share that could help others. 

we cross each others life for a reason. good or bad, there must be a reason. 

life is a constant journey of learning and tests.

take everything to mind and not fully to the heart.

balance things as wisey as you can.

restrain from being too emotional and doing irrational things.

love yourself. love your family. love your friends,

learn about them first and love their flaws first to let them in your bubble so they can do the same for you. 

BUT bear in mind that not everybody in your life are meant to stay.

if someone gives up on you, tell them thank you instead.

'thank you' for all the pain, for all the life lessons and companionship they had given you.

when life squeezes lemon into your eyes, you wash it away and tell them its okay.
 everything happens for a reason.
one way or another, dont ever fully blame others for the bad things you’re getting.