kitten? scars? love?

imagine yourself as someone who never thought about touching a freaking cat but this one time theres this cute kitten that caught your attention. its fur was as soft as your pillow and its body was very tiny. you gave your all, your bravery. you took risks just because you  adore that kitten so much. it seems harmless that you try to hug it so tight. and gave affection like super duper loads of lavhhhh. but after awhile, it got bored and sick of your kissing and hugging and ugh everything. so all it wants to do was escape. ways to escape? jump away .so masa nak lompat tu,  it left a sctrach on your wrist while pushing itself forward. so there you were also coupled with pain and you couldn't see anything else cause the fiery feel is distracting you. you wanna be mad but you were still filled with pretty hearts so you try to catch it again, tries to tame it with other ways to let it like you. you tried so hard but the scars on you adds with the times you fail. the bleeding cuts soon turns into scars that takes several days to disappear from your sight. there was only two options, wether to keep on trying or to just give up. but at this state no matter which path you choose, you'll still be left with scars . only , the difference is the amount of scars you have. wouldn't it be mind disturbing everytime you look at it? you'll be imagining the cat scratching its sharp nails on your skin. in it goes the nails and it keeps dragging but it wont ever realize cause all it wanted to do was save itself and you were stupid to adore it. so luckily we won't see the scars everytime disakiti stupid human beings kalau tak slalu teringat boleh jadi psycho sebab menyesal. all that will be in your mind is "can i undo my doings?"

ok lol sorry i am seriously a bad writer but this is the way i rant so excuse me flaws.  well pain givers, i hope this is deep enough to slit your throat of ignorance very slowly from inside :*
muchos gracias for reading <3