thoughts in london
Hey guys its currently 11 pm in London & im still up awake fresh with hanibunnysugarpop ... well today we had fun at the Harry Potter Studio Tour @ Warner Bros. Studio Tour London . Honestly I dont really watch Harry Potter cuz I tend to get sleepy while watching it since it is so lama la . My motive of writing this was actually nothing hahahha since I cant sleep & the laptop is in front of me ... well I decided to bloggggg yeayy me . I dun care if this thing would end up till the very end as long I can write what I want . FYI , im a talkative girl which malay call 'mulut murai' .
heyy haii hello fellows . Im Nylea & let me tell you guys something about my life :)
I was very hyper(?) as a kid .. My life as a kid was awesome because first of all my mom owns a tadika which I go to & how awesome could that be kan lol . I was such a diva when I was a kid but as I grow up .. I realized that my friends dont like 'gedik' people so I started playing badminton but still cant get my hand relaxed since im always putting it on my waist like posing at the end of the runway (hahahaha).. at the same time , I started learning ballet . well kat skolah rendah .. I masuk 3 sports club which was the rule supposed to be 1 or 2 activity club per pupil but yeah i got the gut since I was so fab & confident that time . The 3 sports club which i joined was Tennis , Swimming & last but not least Gymrama . I got the Tomboy side sikit in me and after joining all those sports i've became much much more like a boy (diorang yang rapat ngn nylea akan faham) . Remember what I wrote above ? about me , 'mulut murai'? yea this is the actual story .
My friends list has gotten much more longer these days due to all the events i've participated throughout the years . I love making new friends . My mom sometimes got to stop me from saying hi to strangers because as she said im too friendly . I just cant stop my mouth from talking & with that people start to not like me . I could see how they try to keep a distance and i knew it all along but tried to keep it to myself .. it hurts but no one would understand . Im from Kelantan but my accent sucks so bad . I tried making it sound right but it doesn't work..
I've kept too much to myself that I started to become upset all of a sudden if im alone cuz I keep on thinking about it and everyone keeps on asking why but I just dont want to tell anyone . Somehow I became scared to talk and thats the main reason why I lost my confidence this year .. it was all because I kept it too myself too much that i cant seem to withstand it on my own & theres no one I could turn to . I listen to others eventho their stories we're boring as mine cuz I know how it feels to be ignored and I was once emotionally hurt by society. All I can do now is forget the past & try to fix myself to be more confident so I can be a much better person in the future . Learn from the mistakes we've made , DONT RUN FROM IT .
heyy haii hello fellows . Im Nylea & let me tell you guys something about my life :)
I was very hyper(?) as a kid .. My life as a kid was awesome because first of all my mom owns a tadika which I go to & how awesome could that be kan lol . I was such a diva when I was a kid but as I grow up .. I realized that my friends dont like 'gedik' people so I started playing badminton but still cant get my hand relaxed since im always putting it on my waist like posing at the end of the runway (hahahaha).. at the same time , I started learning ballet . well kat skolah rendah .. I masuk 3 sports club which was the rule supposed to be 1 or 2 activity club per pupil but yeah i got the gut since I was so fab & confident that time . The 3 sports club which i joined was Tennis , Swimming & last but not least Gymrama . I got the Tomboy side sikit in me and after joining all those sports i've became much much more like a boy (diorang yang rapat ngn nylea akan faham) . Remember what I wrote above ? about me , 'mulut murai'? yea this is the actual story .
My friends list has gotten much more longer these days due to all the events i've participated throughout the years . I love making new friends . My mom sometimes got to stop me from saying hi to strangers because as she said im too friendly . I just cant stop my mouth from talking & with that people start to not like me . I could see how they try to keep a distance and i knew it all along but tried to keep it to myself .. it hurts but no one would understand . Im from Kelantan but my accent sucks so bad . I tried making it sound right but it doesn't work..
I've kept too much to myself that I started to become upset all of a sudden if im alone cuz I keep on thinking about it and everyone keeps on asking why but I just dont want to tell anyone . Somehow I became scared to talk and thats the main reason why I lost my confidence this year .. it was all because I kept it too myself too much that i cant seem to withstand it on my own & theres no one I could turn to . I listen to others eventho their stories we're boring as mine cuz I know how it feels to be ignored and I was once emotionally hurt by society. All I can do now is forget the past & try to fix myself to be more confident so I can be a much better person in the future . Learn from the mistakes we've made , DONT RUN FROM IT .
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